ordered chaos and the consciousness that arises

Chaos is a necessary part of organization.  Like yin and Yang, the two are components that must be inner woven.  In my personal life I struggle with "holding things together" or making it seem as if i've got it all under control.  What a relief it is to completely surrender to the all that is and allow.  In this letting go there is an element of acceptance.  When we accept orderliness and chaoticness as similar processes of togetherness at various stages we are allowed to take a step back from the label and the experience.